aware

June 22, 2011

schooled out
a master class
in the frailty of flesh
with much wisdom
comes humiliation

(or maybe the other way around)
nature speaks
volumes
I can’t keep up
with the reading
but know the themes
enough to fake it
through the tests
pass
fail
all these glaring dualities—
wanting more time
that I mostly piss away
thirsting for grace
that I drown in works
(or, worse, plans for them)
waxing knowledge
waning strength
railing, wailing, flailing alone
with connections all around

I can’t walk for tripping
over the stumps
of my thinning forest

stand against the march of time
or get in line

June 2011


provision

June 22, 2011

the banquet prepared
hope is on the table
I must pick it up

June 2011


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